New ways

     

     There are so many lovers I need to let go in order to be happy again, but they keep coming and going back to my head, my heart and soul. I was scared and alone on the open road, so she appeared out of nowhere, she was the girl with that green hair. It's no longer green or long but she still looks like an angel in a boat sealing towards the big blue ocean with dolphins making her company. She looks like a dream. And at the same time I see the other guy who claimed to love me but he's too egocentric and selfish, he just left me there to rot. Oh, that sounds familiar with so many other guys and people who walked in my life so far.

    I can't forget the bad things but I may forgive. The nymph who had green hair apologized and now she wants to travel around with me. Should I? A part of me still thinks I'm gonna be dumped in the water and drown. 

     Oh, why do you always find a way to my soul and my aching bones? I'll love you with all my heart, but will you? Could you? People are so fake sometimes and I don't know why, but I'm honest when saying that I wish my mouth would still taste you.

     Please, don't enter in my room and mess with the sheets on my bed, with my clothes in the closet, my books on the shelves and leave. Stop leaving. Clean the mess you made before you go at least... No, don't leave me alone. Oh, I am lonesome. The nymph isn't always here and those guys left long ago. Some came back but most of them never said goodbye. 

    The sun rises and someone holds my hand. I see that smile I almost forgot and I smile back to it. You wonder who was it, but I say that can be everyone. Maybe it was you. You came back and didn't leave this time. I am dreaming, ain't I?